Just a couple thoughts.......it seemed easier to watch the kids go off to school. We got married, had kids, and just knew that they were gonna go off to school someday. Later they would meet somebody special, get married and move on. It just seemed more natural.
Watching the product of the latter, Zachary, it feels really awful. I wasn't here for it, but the pictures put tears in my eyes. His Mommy had a hell of a time with it, Daddy was OK, and Grandma had tears in her eyes when she let him off at school. Much harder to have it be the grandkids.
He's been around here so much, we've gotten really close, more like my little buddy than my grandson. We've played a lot together, run trains in the basement together, just had a real good time, now he's gone.
Fortunately, little Mackenzie (18 months) is here fill some of the void.
Life goes on..............